i mean!! why? why cant i just dont care about what the f%kin things i eat!! i puke twice today and i still keep eating in the night... is like i cant stop, this awful anxiety that keeps me close to the fridge and this food in my home calling me to eate them i just hate when my mom asks me: r u gonna eat, u havnt ate and offers me some food, well its something i want to fight against of and im realize that i have no will power ant every single time i try to fight it i end up loosing or should i say gainin more weight? i feel like a cow and today i feel my stomache bigger and i fell bad about it, mia did not help me today she was here just for a while and in the morning ana was so good whith me but then she left... i want... i want... to be thin, handsome, why do i have this obssesion? its not right!!, its not fair!!
hate this, hate all
just want this to end!!!
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