Unfortunelly I’ve been realizing lately that I need my time alone while JC needs time with me, I need my time with myself, to be alone to be appart, and he needs me more than ever, I cant just turn around and leave, I don’t like the fact that im not as happy as I use to be while I was spending all of my time whit him.
This morning, as an example I just woke up and I was like, hmmm ok, but I was’nt happy, I mena im happy but not very happy, I have to admit that L makes me happier, but I don’t trust him, thoug I really want to I just cant trust him.
In another hand there is Jc, allways there, an d afraid of me leaving him, which is what I (this is hard to admit but is true) which is what I really want to do. I know I love him or at least I used to do it, and perhaps all of those feelings are ther hidden somewhere, I just have to find them
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