Oops¡ (a 1 nigth stand)

fui a la fiesta de la 95 despues de la u y como siempre nadie fue conmigo y me fui solo

at long terms i meet some guys, flirted and finally went to a motel with one of them...
shocking huhhh... ?

it was all u can drink...

finally i wake up 2day w/him and finally went home, got home like around 7 and sleep
now ill go out w/jc....

can somebody tell me what the hell am i doing
regarding joc, now he is calling and beeing so sweet again, and i just, well
ill not cheat jc no more

have to reinvent my life, put things in order, reorganize everithing and put everything in its right place (importance)