domingo, 7 de octubre de 2007

What did i just did?

FUCK!!!!
well i went to Genetic the Gay club and i was having fun, _JC as always was at his work and i went there whit some friends..

I danced with some friends and whit os... a guy that i just met the last time i went there, myn didnt make it to go so there was nothing or no one 2 worry about...

P a fried of my best frien was also there, and like about 12:10 i went upstairs with him to drink some...

I guess i drink a little bit more of what i can handle...
we danced a litlle to close, and a little to sexy..

the alcohol was kicking in so hard that i can bearly talk but i still could dance and i was having fun till he kissed me, i kissed back like 12 seconds till my best friend came and say time to go and we went to the car, they all notice what happened and in the car i was sitting next to p and the tension in the air was akward...

then in the car he tryed to kiss me again but i turn my face to the other way and told him: "what just happend can not ever happen again i love my boyfriend and i dont want to ruin either our friendship or my relationship whit him...

Geee i dont know what to do....

his sister (of my best friend) drove me home and i just enter home and sleep..

now today im gonna se if we can get together whit Jc and i dont know how to tell him what just happen...
i mean: i promise to tell him if that ever happens, (in a way we r eaven but is not fair is it?)
i will never go again to G whidout him...

i mean i love him, i dont know whats gonna happen i gues that would be a little har for me to say but ill say it and it didnt mean anything

y como una de mis mejores amigas dirias fue un lapsus estupidus brutus etilicua calientus imbecilus torpus, de parte mia que no puede nunca volver a pasar...

4 comentarios:

Anónimo dijo...

Weis! Soy leo del Diario P... haber si hablamos! Tengo muchas ganas de hablar con tigo, pero nunca coincidmos en el MSN ni nada ^^

haber si hablamos, cuida't

att.ioanan

Chris dijo...

Aleks, you shouldn't have done that but as you trust JC, you must tell him what happened, it was just an impulse nothing to feel ¡¡

BTW i didn't knew your english is that good, just a little improvement and it would be good, you still make some grammar mistakes and there's no connection with the ideas¡¡

Luv Ya ¡¡

Pablo dijo...

Sokete de mi heart, aca estoy yo el mas perdido de todos pero tarde siempre leyendo tu blog.
Nada aunqeu ahora te haces el spanglish y me cuesta leer en ingles jajajajajajajaj en las anafabeto soy!
Pero bueno, espero que estés bien, me gusta mucho lo que escribiste en el psoteo anterior me senti muy identificado de verdad.
Nada yo recien volvi de mi viaje de egresados por eso estoy re perdido mal!
Pero bueno volviendo volviendo y como siempre me acuerdo de vos siempre te dejo mensajitos
Espero que estes bien re bien

Poll

Anónimo dijo...

lapsus estupidus brutus etilicus calientus imbecilus torpus
AMEN
hahahahahahahaahahahahhaha.

ala sorry q m ria pro eso no se puede definir d otra forma ps